it still hurts...

hate it wen it struck mi al over again.....sumtimes u feel lk u made it through bt it jz hits u bk.....y is standin' up on 2 feet so difficult?wish im like JLO gettin' & movin' on faster than expected....gosh...it gets very tirin'....it sux!!argh!!!!!!reli feel lk goin' overseas nw....argh!!!!!2pid mi...2pid brain & most imptly 2pid heart which stil feels shit.......its comin' 2 1mth n yet im stil feelin' suckie....n more suckier each time e day paz by..august is gettin' near...owaez luk 4ward 2 it bt tiz iz e 1st time whr i feel lk i dun1 2 go throu august or perhaps lets august paz by faster lk a flash....haiz....sukier & Sukier!!!!!