aftral tt we been thru he finali made his mind and told me tt i shld enjoy mi life 4 nw....wen i asked him whether wt he wants..start afresh?time off or break up?he rplied tt..n wen i asked isit a breakup he said he didnt said tt...n e nxt thing i knew i was left hangin' in e fb status of rship...which is 'in a rship' oni....*ouch!* i jz got shot w/o a bullet vest..haiz.....it's been 2 wks nw since we last met....e best part to hurt even more is wen he asked e galz 4 advised n 1 of 'em told him 'wt 4 continue a rship wen thr's no love?' he said he luv mi stil n told u he din luv mi...so tiz u gotta put it in ur fuckin' head!!!do u even noe hw much we wen thru al tiz while even thou feelinz fade??u were e cause of it in e 1st plc...if u didnt even cum in2 our life n asked 4 his help al tiz wldnt hv hapen....argh!!!!!!!!worst stil, i so didn't xpect it 2 hear frm you....seriously....instead of makin' things beta you juz made it even worst bitch...n e bez part is negative advises played a part....u r oni 22,mind still nt matured n yet u speak lk u r sum matured bitch....so much 4 e hapi endin' ya...n u jz made mi dae worst AGAIN!!*thks bitch* askin' mi whether im ok?oni a bitch lk u wld feel ok aftr a break up!!gosh!!!!im nt lk u hu can date 1 guy aftr another...so dun ask a 2pid Q whether m i ok n ure shocked tt we broke up ya....
n 'u' on e other hand....i dun gt it...y did u asked mi 4 a chance wen u dun even intend 2 fight 4 it?u said i shld fight bt nw u din...u gave up on mi...do u noe it sux....do u noe im trying my very best 2 4gt u bt i duno y tiz 2pid brain jz cnt...n tiz eyes kipz havin' teary waterfal which runs dwn e cheek??y did u say it aint a break up wen i asked u bt ppl kip askin' mi eh wen did u break up?hw can u tel mi it aint a break up bt u tel 'em it is????y do u hv 2 do tiz 2 mi wen u dun even 1 tiz???y???y??y????we were suppoz 2 celebrate our 2yrs anni n tiz hapen....i wish im a superfox which can just simply 4gt u lk hw u 4gt mi??i dun hv e heart 2 do evrythin' tt u did....didnt u promized mi tt ure gona fight 4 mi?????
i tot i moved on jz fined bt i was wrong....smsed u n tel u hw much i missed u bt u jz simply ignored mi..n wen i dun, u'd sms mi n say hope im doin' ok....wt r u tryin' 2 do?its easy....u hv a choice which i gave...bt y u made it worst?y?
I reli wished tt im able 2 gt a job out of sg so i can start a new life since there's nomore reason 4 mi 2 stay here....it was u hu made mi feel lk i shld continue wit life bt nw itz u hu made me feel life is nutin...itz beta 2 b dead then feel tiz crappy shitty feelin'.....u too showed mi wt luv is bt nw u too showed me thr's no such thing called luv......
i may looked strong on e outside bt truth is im dyin' inside....im so tired of actin' s if there's nutin wrong wit mi....
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