So much have happened over these couple of years..Haven been blogging as all of a sudden feel like to doing so all over again. Perhaps its just e best way of letting it out.
So the difference right now is im not longer attached to ahfat and I'm engaged to someone by e nick of carebear.n yes i repeat im NGAGED!!!unbelievable indeed..that's the last thing i had in mine when i was in mi early 20's especially after what happen with my mum and ahfat. However, that's not all...My beloved grandma have parted. Subhan Allah life is so precious....
On the other hand, work have been kind enought for me...Alhamdulillah got converted last Dec. Even though the old khakis have left me and at times things just don't go e way u 1 it 2 go due to the people around, it's still manageble.
So the main obstacle in life rite now that i'm still juggling wit e lost and my rship life with carebear....
Everyday I missed her dearly and i can't go a day without thinking of her. Yes call me crazy all you one but i guess that's what real love is all about...The person that you will call and hear her voice when you're not in a gd state and e sunday visits does no longer exist. it's really not easy especially when you're dealing it on your own.Sometimes it's just betta not to share with the perople around you coz u aint 1 them to worry about u. That's when the quote 'Fake it till you Feel It' comes by. Some nights are just gloomy and when she appears in your dream that's the only time u can see her.All these are precious moments that i'd never want 2 trade.
Nuff said about my beloved precious grandma...
So rship it is....
