s usual another shitty weekend....
already yesterday i felt horrible @ nite b4 we part n nw again feelin' shitty s eva...wen u sang those songs i c thru u tt ure hurtin' inside coz she's nw in luv wit sum1 else nt u..n its e same old shit of y she left u in e pass...im nt sure if im over reactin' bt i jz wana noe wts in ur mind n heart....seriously........
n tiz mrg.....rec'd sms frm him...he told mi tt his out wit his homies..so i tot ok so his out n ltr found out he left abt 5 or 6pm duno 2 whr....n e bez part ppl sms nvr rply...n wen finali asked whr is he...he said he was with 1 of his homies....gosh...smells sumtink fishy sumhw...shld i stick 2 mi gut feelin' or shld i let it slip??i doubt his wit his homies...feels lk his wit sum1 bt definitely nt her...i jz wana noe e truth ttz all...is tt so much 2 ask 4??gosh...frm 8pm bcum 8.30pm...n @ 8.45pm sms gona leave in 10mins time....@ 9.15pm is stil sumwhr quiet...wtf???seriously....y cnt jz say we'l get ur stuff tml n 2dae jz change $ instead of sayin' tml stil cn get rite....wth....gosh....so mani things 2 do tml....mit e dealer tml...then wana gt mi stuff tml...then wen can hv sum peaceful dinner 2gthr??gosh.....
y muz u owaez spoil mi mood???seriously......wt e hel is wrong wit u??so freakin' tired of al e f**kin' bulshit!!i wish i can read ur mind so tt i can jz gt mi ass off ur world....
arghh!!!!!!!!
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